- Good Will Hunting (1997)
here’s the thing; i am a shit person.
i’m the person who stops talking to you
and never gives an explanation.
i’m the person that leaves and never speaks to you again.
i will be the reason you stop believing in love;
when the girl you like asks why you’re scared to commit,
you will say it’s because i fucked you over.
because i left,
with no explanation.
because i told you i loved you,
and then shut you out of my life.
i shut the door and locked you out,
and you don’t know why.
you don’t know that i’m on the other side,
with my back against the door,
tears streaming down my face;
wishing it didn’t have to be this way.
i am selfish you see;
i don’t want to get hurt.
in my mind it is easier for me to shut you out,
so that you can’t leave me first.
it is not easier.